I am learning to say know to that little bit extra...the extra cracker, the soda, the extra bag of candy. It actually kind of goes with the my next point. I feel strong and...I am learning to just do it instead of thinking about it. I'm content with it.
I am working [and succeeding which is the greatest part.] on being healthier as much mentally as much as physically. I'm letting go of things -- working them out by working my body. It's like a release of emotions going to the gym at the end of my days. Especially when things are starting to irritate me...or when I get sad....or when I'm lonely. It is completely empowering to go at the end of my day and say "I'm going to let go this. I'm going to make peace with that." And 'this' and 'that' are going to be different for every single person that I meet. We all have our own crosses to bear....even if it is things that you don't understand. I am working so hard on just making peace. It is what it is is a good motto to live by.
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| sometimes it's easier said than done. |
Oh lord...I am starting to sound like a hippie-monk. All peaceful and shit. As much as that isn't me, I do have a certain attraction to love simply, live simply, be calm and peaceful, I am rooted in reality enough to say, it doesn't always happen that way...but that is ok too. Maybe when you realize that acceptance and growing are apart of life no matter how much you fight it, the more you love simply, live simply, be calm and peaceful.
I'm definitely feeling better [despite the fact that I'm working on Saturday], so thanks for bearing with my mood swings! :)
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| I kinda feel like this blog has been rambling nonsense. |
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